Word like key

I guess neither of that matters now, as the looks of another girl had  queen status in his heart. What does the kiss matter now? kisses actually. Lock and load. Loaded and locked. Locked with anger and sadness, locking was the next thing to do now. Her heart. Where was that goddamn key? I bet to hell he has it. hope he throws it away. So it never has to get opened again. Fuck. That shitty whats-his-face all cocky prince, is well off whit his ugly ass princess. That's what makes her a queen. But she doesn't deerve him. And a kingdom where the king and queen is not together, but forced by elder powers to be separated, is just twisted.
The way the king makes my heart  feel .. No, nothing there to talk about. Besides the emtyness of course. The feeling of bing left alone. Used and abused by one you were willing to give you heart to. No, nothig to talk about. Besides the fear of doing such a mistake againg and leading it to a disater like this.
Awfulness comes in any colours, but the only colour you really want to put down and throw away is the black colour. Representing: emptyness, nothingness and lack of knowlingde. Basically her feelings now. Poor heart, feeling torn apart and sown back together again by a butcher, only to be throwd away.
Where the hell is that goddamn key. If she can survive this, she's gonna need that key. For a special one this time.
Where is that goddamn key?

Ingen Horer

hits